song of a broken soul

I'm rude, annoying, mean and weird. I sing in the shower. I ask stupid questions. I behave childishly most of the time. I can be too serious when it's not required. I dress outrageously. I remark sarcastically. I'm dangerous and careless. I can be everything that I need to be and more. I don't care what anyone thinks of me cause I just love the way God made me.

I'm all that I have to be to fulfill me. I need myself to be me. I am no one's and no one is mine. I am as free as an eagle and as caged as a canary.

My heart has a song which it needs to sing yet my heart's voice can't be heard for there is no one who wants to listen. I care not, who listens and who doesn't care. I won't sing because someone is listening, I will sing because I have a song.

I'm gonna scream and shout on the top of my voice and sing with all my might. I have the power and I have the strength to bear it all. I have the energy and I won't stop till I can't sing no more.

My soul might be broken, but my heart's still beating. I'm breathing and I'm not gonna stop living.

I'm flying high and keeping my ground. I have redeemed myself and it's all okay and alright for me. I'm fine. Don't bother coming back to see how I turned out or what ever happened.

I'm free. I'm caged. I'm tamed. I'm wild. I'm dangerous. I'm innocent. I've killed. I've died. I've bared more than anyone I know. I can be all this and so much more. My heart is beating and I'm gonna keep on living.

I was killed once, twice, thrice but no more am I gonna take it now. I'm singing what my soul desires. I'm dead yet so alive.