my world is falling apart :'(

Being around you amazes me..
Your thoughtfulness, your gentleness
the way you warm my heart
like no one has in a very long time.

I thank God for you in my life..
All I want is for someone to love me back
the way I love them.

Why is that simple task always so difficult?
I have never been any ones first choice,
I know I never will be.

Once you get out of a bad relationship
meet someone who actually treats you right,
you get scared and wonder if its a dream..
pinch yourself cause its not.

Never apologize for saying what you feel.
It's like saying sorry for being real.
If someone really wants to be in your life,
they will make an effort for it.

But if you take the time to check out and see,
You might just end up falling in love with me...