Wednesday, May 4, 2011

mine story ov survival

Love me or hate me. I don't really care cause no matter what you do, in the end, everything you do, inspires me to write more. I can take anything you throw at me, and make the best of it. I know you envy it, but baby, get real. You were never really worth it.

Just loving the way you lie to my face. Just enjoying the way I love your hate. Just priceless to see those big black eyes. I still dream about those lonely black nights. I've grown so much, you should do the same. We can grow together or go on our separate ways.

Can this be any more harder to deal with? Life's teaching me how to beg for mercy.

I am done with all the hypocrisy. I can't help myself nor stop myself from feeling the way I feel. It feels amazing. You had a shot but you missed. Now, watch me fly away like the wind.

Some times, life changes the rules to show you how to play better. Some times, love is forgotten to make you remember what it felt like. Some times, hurt is given to make you stronger. However, some times, the right rules and the right love is given to you, only to see if you can feel the difference after everything that life's taught you.

For the one who made me cry just so he could hold me tight. For the one who made me laugh just so he could feel my heart. For the one who made me fall just so he could me and then never let go. And for the one who watched me become what I am and then said nothing about helping me, I love every thing about him.

However, the night passes and the sun rises and renews my soul and teaches me to survive. You made me crash and burn, but I rose from the ashes of my defeat, stronger then ever before.

Never did you listen when I used to say, "You can't bring me down." You used to laugh but now look again, I'm up and soaring. Nothing can drown me. Nothing can bring me down.

I have evolved and I have survived.

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