Lying in bed. It's 2 a.m. and I'm still wide awake. Consumed by the thoughts of you. I am wishing for my life to end, but every-time that I come close to dying, you whisper life into my world. You say somethings that make me hold on to what I have for just a little longer. You make me want to live and be alive.
You make me feel like I've been blessed a thousand times in a single moment. Every-time that our eyes meet, I feel fireworks go off but even I'm not that stupid that I won't see, that you're make me fall for you so you can hurt me.
It happened once, it happened twice, I'm not gonna let it happen a third time. I'm done. I'm done. I'm done. No more pain and no more sufferings.
I can't take anymore. I need to be free and live my life without you looking at me. I need to be free. I feel like I'm stuck in a room with no windows nor doors, and I'm lost in that space. I need to be let loose.
I fight for my vengeance each day and each day I get closer. I will get even with those who ever hurt me.
Never have I forgotten a favor neither have I forgiven an injury.
Merciless and ruthless. To survive in this hell on earth, one has to be all this. Love is something that myths are made off. No such ever was, no such will ever be.
It's all those fairytale lies, we're made to believe. I have broken the spell and now I know all that is concealed by others. No love is there, nor will there be. It's something that was told in shapes of lies to make us blind but I can see and I'm free.
I can hear and see blood and wars and deaths all around me. If love had existed, maybe all this wouldn't be the case.
They lie and they lie again. Love is real when it isn't. Love is something so ancient. It's no more. Not anymore.
You make me feel like I've been blessed a thousand times in a single moment. Every-time that our eyes meet, I feel fireworks go off but even I'm not that stupid that I won't see, that you're make me fall for you so you can hurt me.
It happened once, it happened twice, I'm not gonna let it happen a third time. I'm done. I'm done. I'm done. No more pain and no more sufferings.
I can't take anymore. I need to be free and live my life without you looking at me. I need to be free. I feel like I'm stuck in a room with no windows nor doors, and I'm lost in that space. I need to be let loose.
I fight for my vengeance each day and each day I get closer. I will get even with those who ever hurt me.
Never have I forgotten a favor neither have I forgiven an injury.
Merciless and ruthless. To survive in this hell on earth, one has to be all this. Love is something that myths are made off. No such ever was, no such will ever be.
It's all those fairytale lies, we're made to believe. I have broken the spell and now I know all that is concealed by others. No love is there, nor will there be. It's something that was told in shapes of lies to make us blind but I can see and I'm free.
I can hear and see blood and wars and deaths all around me. If love had existed, maybe all this wouldn't be the case.
They lie and they lie again. Love is real when it isn't. Love is something so ancient. It's no more. Not anymore.
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