forever

''You are my soul mate until the end,
and no matter what, you will always be my friend.

You make me smile, like no one else can,
you will always be my man, my angel, and I will always be your girl.

Take my hand, as we journey through the path of life,
which will soon result, with you as your wife.

How did I end up with someone so great?
I never knew it would be so short to find my soul mate.

Now that I found you my princes, I am never letting you go,
We were meant to be, that is something I definitely know.

At times you're worried that I am gonna say no more
but I could never do that, not to someone I adore.

You will always be loved by me, so do not fear,
I will always be there, to wipe your tear.

I will always be there for you, right by your side,
forever and always, my future life.

My life has a meaning now, all because of you,
you will always be loved by me, no matter what we go through.

Just promise you will never leave me, your so precious to me,
I promise I will never ever leave you, it is a guarantee.

I know we are young, but I know we will last forever,
because you and I, were meant to be together.

You're like a blessing, from heaven above,
I love you forever, forever love.''

Unyielding Memories

Another day goes by, another night when I cry myself to sleep. I've tried to be what you wanted but there's no pleasing you either ways. I'm tired and my eyes are sore. I've cried rivers but you never had cared for my soul.

I'm falling apart. I'm dying inside. I'm trying to smile but my eyes give me away. It's hard for me to walk but the way you treat me, I could have never stayed. I'm at a lost for words. I'm lost inside myself. I have forgotten what I used to be while trying to make you smile.

Though you are far, though we are apart, you still are in my heart. Every time it beats, I hear you whisper my name. Every time I breathe, I hear your voice inside my head. 

This night is so alone. I can't stop thinking about all that you were to me. I hate this feeling of falling in a never-ending spiral of eternity. My dreams are filled with your kisses and you embrace. 

I had swore that I'd never fall, however I've fallen in too deep, it's getting hard for me to even breathe. I can't stand this trauma. I can't take this state of mind. 

I've learnt to suppress my emotions, and I'll do the same until you feel something real for me.

Time to start my life. This is my moment to be what I wanted to be. I'm done with the rules and I'll live like today's the end. I'm in the middle of a fight for my world. Can't they see I own it? No one can ever touch it.

Wait, pause rewind and replay. You are new here. Do you know me? I'm not what I used to be. Are you really that into me?
I doubt all that's going through my head.

I'm high in all wrong ways. I'm trying get over what was done with year ago. I'm still in love with someone who doesn't care.
The first ones are always there to haunt you all your life. It's them who give you a reason to not and to not forget or forgive anything or anyone.