I'm falling apart. I'm dying inside. I'm trying to smile but my eyes give me away. It's hard for me to walk but the way you treat me, I could have never stayed. I'm at a lost for words. I'm lost inside myself. I have forgotten what I used to be while trying to make you smile.
Though you are far, though we are apart, you still are in my heart. Every time it beats, I hear you whisper my name. Every time I breathe, I hear your voice inside my head.
This night is so alone. I can't stop thinking about all that you were to me. I hate this feeling of falling in a never-ending spiral of eternity. My dreams are filled with your kisses and you embrace.
I had swore that I'd never fall, however I've fallen in too deep, it's getting hard for me to even breathe. I can't stand this trauma. I can't take this state of mind.
I've learnt to suppress my emotions, and I'll do the same until you feel something real for me.
Time to start my life. This is my moment to be what I wanted to be. I'm done with the rules and I'll live like today's the end. I'm in the middle of a fight for my world. Can't they see I own it? No one can ever touch it.
Wait, pause rewind and replay. You are new here. Do you know me? I'm not what I used to be. Are you really that into me?
I doubt all that's going through my head.
I'm high in all wrong ways. I'm trying get over what was done with year ago. I'm still in love with someone who doesn't care.
The first ones are always there to haunt you all your life. It's them who give you a reason to not and to not forget or forgive anything or anyone.
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