unseen fear...!!1

If only the world could see what I feel


then, would the world, know who I am

I've loved, lost and feared the world

for it is sometimes too much to bare



Control, power, is what I fear

for I am weak inside and full of pain

I shout and cry, but knowing

there is nobody there to hear me

I swallow the shame and anger

that lies beneath me



I am lost to reality and living in time

Though I am struggling through life

and all that it offers, I am only human

and that is what makes me . . . Me.



Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure

that I have earned, but realize that, I have

not yet overcome the world's greatest challenge



Love! and how to accept it -

I am ready to face my fears